The last couple of days have been very, very surreal. Despite how many times I've said to myself 'I'll never have another conversation with Mum, I'll never ask her advice again' etc, it's still not really hit me. The stuff that gets me is thinking that I'll end up buying my own Xmas presents because Dad won't know what to get me, unlike Mum. All stupid stuff. Oh well. Funeral planned for next Friday and I'll be going back to work the following Monday.
Feel very sad and a little disloyal about leaving Dad on his own, but in a few weeks I'll hopefully be living much closer.
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